Tuesday, December 31, 2013

WAITING WITH BIG DREAMS...



Another year has come to an end and i did nothing great in this long 365 days. And the worst thing is i don't have any plan for new year and am still without a resolution for 2014.I don't have my family and crazy yet wonderful friends to welcome this new year. I really wish i was with those awesome people who make my life beautiful. But still am looking forward to this new year who is awaiting for me with big dreams and hopes. Please be good to me. Hoping for promising and fulfilling year.
Thank you 2013 and welcome 2014.........

Saturday, December 21, 2013

MY BORNDAY

It's a blessing to be born on December 17th. The only birthday i remember celebrating was my 10th birthdays besides the surprise birthday bash planned by my friends. It was so good of them but i felt awkward and shy because my birthday was never a big things since it was off school season. Thank you for great evening.
my dear friends

cake to welcome my last year of teenage

this awakes the child inside me

happy me

my good friends

post bday dinner on 21st

thank you lots for wonderful welcome to my last year of  teenage........:D

Monday, December 16, 2013

Adiós "18"


Awwww.. Me no more daddy’s little girl now. Couple of hours and then will be bidding farewell to 18. Its my last night of 18 because by 12am I will be a year older than today. I havenot done anything significant in life am already done with quarter of my life that also if I live long. It will be my last year of teenage and then will be an adult soon.. haha its so funny how time pass by because my childhood and teenage years seems like yesterday only. But am decieved by time because am no more that little naughty girl jumping from place to place. Now I got to act and think more maturely and wisely.
Letter to my 18 years old self.

Dear Yangzo,

I want to thank you for those awesomely awesome 18 years and for being so good to me. I will miss U lots. I will always remember what you taught me in those years and hope you will always stay with me as my guardian to protect me from the evil doings. I want you to be my teacher to guide me through this rough path of my life which is waiting for me.

I don’t want you to leave me alone in this world of reality. You have always been good to me and I expect the same in the years to come. I promise to be more wise and mature now. I got to change for good.

Thank you big time

 Xoxo
Soon to be big girl


I will miss those crazy yet wonderful 18 years. I welcome 19 with big smile and with lots of dreams, hopes and expectations. TaTa 18.. ;(
FOR THOSE WONDERFUL 18 YEARS

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

11.12.13


awww... will miss writing those beautiful dates in my books. Its almost "the end" to the day and i have not done anything worth remembering. We are lucky that we got to live all those awesome dates. I wish i was with my wild and awesomely awesome girl friends of high school because its for sure that we would have done something crazy to mark this date forever in our life.
Couple of days and then "new year" will be on. This year nothing great happened except the start of my college life which in turn is bore. I miss those young, wild and free days of school.Many would have done lots to make this day remarkable but am sorry to waste this awesome day doing nothing great other than watching movie.



Sunday, December 8, 2013

DEFINING BEAUTY

Sky is not the limit.........someday all i do is just watch the sky...
INSPIRE.. DREAM.. BELIEVE... CREATE... BE YOURSELF... HOPE... STAY STRONG... LOVE... is what SKY really mean and teach ME... thank u big time... :D always.........

YOU ARE NOT ALONE, I PROMISE..PAINT THE SKY, MAKE IT YOURS


IT SO DEFINES PEACE OF MIND


IT'S SO CALM AND SERENE 


 SIMPLE YET SO EXPRESSIVE

A REASON TO SMILE... :D

BEAUTY AND NATURE ARE SYNONYM

Tuesday, October 22, 2013

A NIGHT IN THE HOSPITAL



I penned this down when mosquitoes didn't let me to sleep.
all the patients sleeping


Its 2.50 am here and I am wide awake. It’s my first night in hospital (attending a sick friend of mine). Since we are in the casualty and emergency, there are lots of patients with various illnesses. At this time all are sleeping except an old man who is coughing hard all this time and his attending wife. Since no bed is empty, most of the attending are sleeping on the cemented floor and it made me feel cold and tormenting. The doctor on duty was really nice to us. The nurses were sound asleep but the doctor was constantly going on rounds.


Thank you to our seniors for their timely help and the doctor on duty for your generosity. My sick friend and attending friend are sleeping but me sneaking and taking pictures.

my friends sleeping

Sunday, October 20, 2013

KNOWING LIFE

Though late but slowly I am knowing what really life is. During my school days I remember my Dzongkha teacher explaining how hard it is to get life but I never learned to value it. For me the only notion was ‘life is short so just have fun’ but now I know that I have lots to do before my time calls me off.

Who knows what will happen next so do what you want to do today. Every night we sleep peacefully without a hint of whether we will wake up in the morning or not. Life is too short to be wasted so need to gear up to make it worth remembering. Life is uncertain so when you got to live, live your life in such a way that when you are in your death bed, bid farewell to all your dear ones with a big smile rather than eyes filled with regret for what you have done and what you have not.

 Life is not always a happy chapter so you got to be prepared for both good and the worst times. Don’t let the hard times beat you down. Rather be strong enough to fight it back and stand firm and proud. And not to forget, don’t let the good times make you too weak that you can’t even bare a bit of pain later. we get easily used to so when this slips a bit, we get hurt and imbalances everything. Life is like a see saw, we need to balance both good and worst times for a perfect life. If either of this exceeds then we fail to cope up and later makes it hard for our own self.

Never keep things for tomorrow because time is like a shooting star, it’s gone so fast and far that we even don’t get to wish. It’s far gone in a blink of an eye. Catch hold of what you have at that moment because time won’t rewind on your say. Since time is running without a stop, say out loud what you got to say and do what to intend to do with all your heart and soul. Don’t let others say bother you because you are what you make of yourself not what others want you to be. Be the king of you own.

I have not seen enough of what life has to give me but am already on my way to making myself someone worth grieving [;(] over and remembering when am bygone. I simply don’t want to be nothingness. I have just stepped so please don’t pull the carpet off my feet too soon. God bless me.

PS:  Text from a good friend of mine(don’t know whether he wrote it on his own or copy pasted) but it made me to think hard on what really life is. Thank you Samten. “Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it...You've gotta hit as hard as life. It ain't about how hard you hit, it's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward. How much can you take and keep moving forward! That's how winning is done! If you know what you're worth, Go out and Get What Your Worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hits. And not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you wanna be because of him or her or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain't you. You're better than that.”









Wednesday, October 16, 2013

PICTURE STORY OF MY LIFE......

MY VILLAGE
BABY ME
EARLY YEARS ON MINE

DADDY'S FAVORITE ALWAYS

MY FIRST DAY TO SCHOOL

FAMILY TIME

ME AND MY BROTHER

ME FROM BABY TO NINETEEN

MY COUSINS

MY SCHOOL DAYS
CLASS OF 2011 AND 2012

FRIENDS

AWESOMELY AWESOME FRIENDS

BEST FRIENDS FOREVER

It's just the beginning.. Will have lots to add later in the days to come.. Till then thank u..














LITTLE AND STUPID THINGS PUTS A SMILE..


Looking up in the sky seems stupid but it gives me a peace of mind. It is so vast and it accepts everyone. I too am a part of this universe. There is a big window in the hostel and I always go there because the cool breeze and the calm surrounding never fail to cheer me up and to let my mind wonder freely. I need no one to make me smile because this simple things I do and cherish make me to do so. When am alone I need not fake to be someone am not. I can be who I am. There is still a place left where i can be ME.. thank u... :D






Thursday, October 3, 2013

                             NURSING

“Nurse” is something I have never imagined to be or considered in my entire schooling years [was never in my dictionary] but it’s what my fate has decided for me. I never had a particular aim “to be” during my high school days and nursing is what I chose when my turn came for the course selection.
                         
I still don’t know why and how am I to live up to this very noble profession because I am total different personality from what this profession demands. Am on my way to finding answers for the tons of question popping in my head and am hoping that at-least I could answer some.

In future, I don’t see myself being that typical good nurse because am known to be the most stubborn, hard, harsh and least affectionate and patient in my family and among my peers. Irony is its BIG NO to all this qualities to be a professional nurse.

The course already started and am doing good but my fear is ‘what if am not able to put those book knowledge in practical?’. There is no way I can change what I have decided rather than to change for good and lead my life being a proud and successful personal in this profession. And I have a good feeling that I can and trust me, I will be one in my years to come.

Who says that one can’t leave the OLD me and be a total NEW me for a good cause.



      

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

COLLEGE

When in high school “college” was picture perfect with big and well furnished lecture hall, boys and girls smartly dressed, beautifully presented campus and many more. I too, pictured same but when I reached and toured my college, it was total different. Everything[food, place,people, even the air we breathe] were different from Bhutan. Though I never had issues in adapting to new place, I missed home a lot especially the food because the food here makes me sick.

I don’t know how others feel but for me high school was much better than the college[ am missing my friends dearly]. I wish I could rewind the time and still be that young, energetic student jumping from place to place[I never knew how to walk slowly]. College seems more heavy with six classes each of an hour[9am to 5pm].

What i am feeling and experiencing might be because of me being new to all this stuffs but am looking forward for the good days to come in this four long years of my stay here.

“college” please be gentle to me….



      

Wednesday, April 17, 2013


Part III

The path of our life is lovingly planned for us and the only thing we have to do is put in the efforts and make the sacrifices to live the life of our dreams. We are given the right to take the steps required to bring our dreams and our destinies to life. Don't stop trying if you fail today because every single day offer us the opportunity to step a little closer to our dream and become more of who we were meant to become. Life we live today doesn't have to be the life we lead tomorrow. It's always a little chaotic when you leave the safe harbor of the known and sail out in search of the new oceans but we must trust in nature's timing though its not on the same clock as ours; with time everything will come to its own place and life will travel on the path we paved to reach our dreams.

Remember that not everything will work out the way we want it to. But if we just keep doing our best and letting life do the rest, accepting whatever comes with the knowledge that it is for our highest good, life will work out wonderfully. Better than we expected it to be. Every new day has always got something new to give us and we must learn to accept what life gives because its always what we need rather than what we want.

We have lots of blanks to fill and dots to connect to make our life worth living. When we have that opportunity, don't miss it in being someone who is not true you. Most of the time, rather than living the lives we have been destined to live, we end up living the lives of other people. We work hard to sculpt an image of the person we think that world wants us to be because we are afraid to stand tall and let our light shine into the world. It doesn't matter what other people say about you. What is important is what you say to you, being comfortable in your own skin. So instead of wearing a social mask that hides our true selves, show the full color of our own self. Stop bending to the demands of social pressure at the expense of our uniqueness.

Life is pretty short. No matter how long we get to live. Before we know, we will be dust. So dare to take the road less travelled because on the other end our dream is waiting for us to reach them. Make our stumbling blocks our steeping stone and then, we will leave a meaningful legacy.

No one knows what will happen next so the best time to live a richer, wiser and more fulfilling life is "NOW"

 Part II

No human is same, all are gifted differently and have to remember that with gift comes the responsibility. We aren't limited in life, we have potential to do lots in life. For that we all must resolve to build a batter "I". Just don't let your fate rule you instead be the master of your fate and learn to run your own race.

We know what we need to do in order to live happier, healthier and more fulfilling life but the real problem is that we don't do what we know. Instead we spend our young days striving and keeping up with social expectation. Why can't we crave out some time each day to know ourself. Life has bigger plans for us than we can possibly know. Only thing we have to do is put some effort to go in search of it and finally the door we didn't even know existed will begin to open up for us.

One day we wake up and realize that we haven't done what we could have and that day will be too late to do it. So when we have time, lets get started (make a choice, take a leap and rise above all; live for something more than ourself). For most their haunting past stops them. Always know that past is a grave and we should not live our life in a grave. Everyday is a new day so lets change for good. It doesn't take months and years to change our life into good, it's just one right decision that we make in an instant. Stick to it and will evolve into our best self. 

We will always want more than we have and it's not necessary that we always get what we want. Life might be having another plan for us so try to accept and be happy with what life gives us. Never become someone who is not true YOU to reach the summit.  What ever be the reason, tear down the facade YOU and be who you really are. Success lies in being true to ourself and living life in our own terms. We are so busy chasing life's big pleasure that we miss out on the little ones which in real are the true happiness of our life. Learn to live in this little moments because big things in life aren't as beautiful and easy as it seems. 

It's said that the story of our life is written before our birth but still we have the right to edit it on our own terms to make it a beautiful and fruitful life. Always remember that " we are not our thoughts, instead, we are the creator of the thoughts"...... 
 MIRROR TO OUR OWN SELF: what really is life????

Part I

We know more than ever yet we know less about our own self. Life is such a beautiful journey but our craving for much more than what life has given us makes it worst and short. At the end what we get all is the regret over the life half-lived. Our life is a treasure and we are so much than we know. We cannot discover our inner self being confined in a small world of our own, for that we have to venture into the foreign places of our life.

Dream big dreams and then do whatever necessary to bring the vision to life. Get a purpose to live your life and then work with pride and love ( remember; love is an incredible force for good). Commit from the very core of your life to achieve something great in life. Fear is the primary factor for inauthentic live. Fear is a life draining habit if not careful. To break the fear door, face the fears directly and live the days with courage. Why let our fears own our life when we can over come it. Take risk in life because taking risk is to provoke fear. Better to be lion for a day than a sheep all your life.

In being someone, our once shining souls begin to darken. We become reluctant to listen to the calls of our heart and try new things rather we stick to the old "ME". It is impossible to discover something new without letting go of the old. We have lots to gain and lots to change but before changing anything, first be aware of it because its impossible to change without knowing it. 

Einstein said "imagination is more important than knowledge". All extraordinary acts begin with a dream but one must know how to make it come true. Hard work is essential to a life of real success and fulfillment. One must abandon selfish live for selfless live. Remember that joy comes from giving. But never forget "who you really are" because what is more important is who you have become and the difference we have made. Greatness come from beginning something that does not end with you. Leave your footprints behind so that people will remember you and your good deeds.

Mind is a wonderful servant but a terrible master so lead your life from the heart. If we free our mind then everything will come to an end. Our thoughts shape our world and the person we always wanted to be. If our mind is left unattended then it is like an unchained monkey jumping from one place to another without a rest for peace so take time to train it to focus on the good. Quality of our thinking determines the quality of our life.

Let us all go on voyage into the internal rather than on quest for the external. The greatest treasure are the treasure within so let's dig it to the deepest and discover our new and stronger self. Then we will be aware of the things we previously could neither see nor understand.

There will never be a perfect time to live your dreams so why wait for tomorrow when today is waiting for you to start your life for good. Live your life for something more than yourself. Fasten your seatbelt because your life will soar.

" purpose of life is a life of purpose "