Tuesday, October 22, 2013

A NIGHT IN THE HOSPITAL



I penned this down when mosquitoes didn't let me to sleep.
all the patients sleeping


Its 2.50 am here and I am wide awake. It’s my first night in hospital (attending a sick friend of mine). Since we are in the casualty and emergency, there are lots of patients with various illnesses. At this time all are sleeping except an old man who is coughing hard all this time and his attending wife. Since no bed is empty, most of the attending are sleeping on the cemented floor and it made me feel cold and tormenting. The doctor on duty was really nice to us. The nurses were sound asleep but the doctor was constantly going on rounds.


Thank you to our seniors for their timely help and the doctor on duty for your generosity. My sick friend and attending friend are sleeping but me sneaking and taking pictures.

my friends sleeping

Sunday, October 20, 2013

KNOWING LIFE

Though late but slowly I am knowing what really life is. During my school days I remember my Dzongkha teacher explaining how hard it is to get life but I never learned to value it. For me the only notion was ‘life is short so just have fun’ but now I know that I have lots to do before my time calls me off.

Who knows what will happen next so do what you want to do today. Every night we sleep peacefully without a hint of whether we will wake up in the morning or not. Life is too short to be wasted so need to gear up to make it worth remembering. Life is uncertain so when you got to live, live your life in such a way that when you are in your death bed, bid farewell to all your dear ones with a big smile rather than eyes filled with regret for what you have done and what you have not.

 Life is not always a happy chapter so you got to be prepared for both good and the worst times. Don’t let the hard times beat you down. Rather be strong enough to fight it back and stand firm and proud. And not to forget, don’t let the good times make you too weak that you can’t even bare a bit of pain later. we get easily used to so when this slips a bit, we get hurt and imbalances everything. Life is like a see saw, we need to balance both good and worst times for a perfect life. If either of this exceeds then we fail to cope up and later makes it hard for our own self.

Never keep things for tomorrow because time is like a shooting star, it’s gone so fast and far that we even don’t get to wish. It’s far gone in a blink of an eye. Catch hold of what you have at that moment because time won’t rewind on your say. Since time is running without a stop, say out loud what you got to say and do what to intend to do with all your heart and soul. Don’t let others say bother you because you are what you make of yourself not what others want you to be. Be the king of you own.

I have not seen enough of what life has to give me but am already on my way to making myself someone worth grieving [;(] over and remembering when am bygone. I simply don’t want to be nothingness. I have just stepped so please don’t pull the carpet off my feet too soon. God bless me.

PS:  Text from a good friend of mine(don’t know whether he wrote it on his own or copy pasted) but it made me to think hard on what really life is. Thank you Samten. “Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it...You've gotta hit as hard as life. It ain't about how hard you hit, it's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward. How much can you take and keep moving forward! That's how winning is done! If you know what you're worth, Go out and Get What Your Worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hits. And not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you wanna be because of him or her or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain't you. You're better than that.”









Wednesday, October 16, 2013

PICTURE STORY OF MY LIFE......

MY VILLAGE
BABY ME
EARLY YEARS ON MINE

DADDY'S FAVORITE ALWAYS

MY FIRST DAY TO SCHOOL

FAMILY TIME

ME AND MY BROTHER

ME FROM BABY TO NINETEEN

MY COUSINS

MY SCHOOL DAYS
CLASS OF 2011 AND 2012

FRIENDS

AWESOMELY AWESOME FRIENDS

BEST FRIENDS FOREVER

It's just the beginning.. Will have lots to add later in the days to come.. Till then thank u..














LITTLE AND STUPID THINGS PUTS A SMILE..


Looking up in the sky seems stupid but it gives me a peace of mind. It is so vast and it accepts everyone. I too am a part of this universe. There is a big window in the hostel and I always go there because the cool breeze and the calm surrounding never fail to cheer me up and to let my mind wonder freely. I need no one to make me smile because this simple things I do and cherish make me to do so. When am alone I need not fake to be someone am not. I can be who I am. There is still a place left where i can be ME.. thank u... :D






Thursday, October 3, 2013

                             NURSING

“Nurse” is something I have never imagined to be or considered in my entire schooling years [was never in my dictionary] but it’s what my fate has decided for me. I never had a particular aim “to be” during my high school days and nursing is what I chose when my turn came for the course selection.
                         
I still don’t know why and how am I to live up to this very noble profession because I am total different personality from what this profession demands. Am on my way to finding answers for the tons of question popping in my head and am hoping that at-least I could answer some.

In future, I don’t see myself being that typical good nurse because am known to be the most stubborn, hard, harsh and least affectionate and patient in my family and among my peers. Irony is its BIG NO to all this qualities to be a professional nurse.

The course already started and am doing good but my fear is ‘what if am not able to put those book knowledge in practical?’. There is no way I can change what I have decided rather than to change for good and lead my life being a proud and successful personal in this profession. And I have a good feeling that I can and trust me, I will be one in my years to come.

Who says that one can’t leave the OLD me and be a total NEW me for a good cause.



      

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

COLLEGE

When in high school “college” was picture perfect with big and well furnished lecture hall, boys and girls smartly dressed, beautifully presented campus and many more. I too, pictured same but when I reached and toured my college, it was total different. Everything[food, place,people, even the air we breathe] were different from Bhutan. Though I never had issues in adapting to new place, I missed home a lot especially the food because the food here makes me sick.

I don’t know how others feel but for me high school was much better than the college[ am missing my friends dearly]. I wish I could rewind the time and still be that young, energetic student jumping from place to place[I never knew how to walk slowly]. College seems more heavy with six classes each of an hour[9am to 5pm].

What i am feeling and experiencing might be because of me being new to all this stuffs but am looking forward for the good days to come in this four long years of my stay here.

“college” please be gentle to me….